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Humans are sometimes not nice. :(
Mar. 25th, 2012 06:00 pmJust wrote, for the first time, a scene that physically sickened me as I wrote it. No gore (well, someone gets stabbed in the shoulder, but he stays on his feet and blood isn't really mentioned), no weird extreme kinky stuff. Just people being... people. And they're the main characters too, people you like. And I can't tone it down. It isn't explicit. It's just people defending what they think is right.
This is what I get for writing a story about what defines the edges of humanity, isn't it?
Now I want to give it a NC-17 rating even if no one does anything more explicit than kiss each other nicely on the cheek.
Dean, Ellen, Bobby, stop doing that.
... except they do that, absolutely that, on the show. Regularly. It makes absolute sense and there is no way they wouldn't, under the circumstances. They've got people depending on them, after all.
This is what I get for writing a story about what defines the edges of humanity, isn't it?
Now I want to give it a NC-17 rating even if no one does anything more explicit than kiss each other nicely on the cheek.
Dean, Ellen, Bobby, stop doing that.
... except they do that, absolutely that, on the show. Regularly. It makes absolute sense and there is no way they wouldn't, under the circumstances. They've got people depending on them, after all.
